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About the game (:

This world is advancing so quickly,
People are growing to fast,
Yet maturing too late,
Girls are wearing make up at such a young age,
Boys are think too far for such age,
kids have a cell phone at the age of 12 now days;
I been having mines for about a year and something month now,
And I'm only 16.
Wow, i sometimes think 'who knows and may be by next
year kids are going to be owning cars'
People are growing to fast like i said,
Well at least they think they are,
I don't take things to smoothly therefore
I'm annoyed fast by all these little immature young ones
Girls and boys turning into club heads
consuming drugs like if they were disabled
Shootin and killing like they were enabled
You turn to a corner you see a young lady with a baby and a carriage
You look the opposite way and you see a girl with a belly
Wow, is it preagnant season? Because if it is someone please inform me
I need to stay up to date...
I don't think moving on so fast is such a good idea for this world...
But who knows and may be next year I'll own my own home haha (:

I'm trying to find something to write about, but my mind is too zoned off to even concentrate right now. I'm still trying to find a topic, uggh! this is frustrating me...

It's ging to suck if i move from schools. I mean, i really would like to start a new beggining, a fresh start somewhere else, meet new poeple, new enviroment; that would be real nice. May be even be the best for me. I just don't want to leave my freinds behind far from me, okay not so far but ya'll know what i mean. Making new friends is something good, right? I'm kind of scared other people won't accept me for some reason. Kids now days are harsh and the last thing i want to be is isolated and be an outkast. I'd be petrified, ashamed...lonely! It's a very harsh decision I'm going to have to make. If i want to stay here, as always there's always going to be a sacrifise you are going to have to make. I'm willing on trying it, i just don't know for how long I'm gong to handle it. What should i do? Fresh start? Or same ol' boring lifestyle for the rest of this school year?

Lately everything has been bothering me, even certain friends. And i knoe this time it isn't my fault, I'm 100% positive of that. This time, it's you. I know love is a universal beatiful thing to share but it should never be competitive, never a competition. See, i would like these words to come out of my mouth straight to the person it corresponds to, but for some reason i just can't this time. I wish i could say how much this situation is bothering me, killing me from the inside. i think were taking it to its maxiumum point now. I wouldn't change our friendship for anything existing on this earth. It's been awkward being around you these past few days since this crisis started, well at least since the week started. Class with you isn't so much enthusiastic anymore... it's just not the same. Hopefully this cloudy storm leaves soon so that our friendship can shine once more. (:

There's so much love, apreciation, careing to give
yet there's almost never the right time to show it
nor the correct person, well at least that's how i see it
Everything wants to come out right, but it's
almost impossible for it to come true
Everyday is the same thing, it bothers me how much
the world seems to never change
Seems like everyone is just here to take advantage of
everyone else here. People say what you want to hear and that's
how it's always been since day one and not about to change any minute
just because someone has been hurt.
Why even bother trying meeting someone
new then? No one cares, it's all just in your mind.
You force yourself onto doing something that its all just a
natural habit to react to a problem like so.
Like i said before, that's why there's never the right
person to show it to. My attitude is what it is and can no one
change it, pardon me for being so stubborn but it feels
like no one ever understands. Everyone goes through those
so called hard times but yet no one ever gets to think there's someone
out there having the same conflict as you. It's whatever! This is the
reason why many call me heartless, i always knew why
i only asked why just to hear an explanation and reason for their statements.
Understand I'm not like you, we just seem to go through the same thing called life.